A teenager Christmas!

My birthday is tomorrow and i wont be a teenager anymore. its really weird to say your halfway to forty, or youve lived for two decades or that you can can remember watching those good shows that arent on tv anymore. its also very close to christmas! I LOVE THIS TIME OF THE YEAR. my christmas movies that i watched on dvd were the 6th harry potter and o brother where art thou? i know so holiday, but i have watched its a wonderful life and the year without a santa clause. i love heat miser! ok so back to regular scheduled program:
i procrastinated on my lit test and then she had the due date wrong. making me pull an all nighter. only to have the date be pushed back another day. im so glad to be done with this online class and crazy mixed up due dates. also its that class that might make me have my only B this semester. oh well. we had a dirty santa sock party at softball and that was decent. not too much going on with that because we got out last thursday. no school until jan 11!! on better things im going to Illinois next monday to see all my family up there. the thing with them is that we don't get to see each other but once or twice a year and so time with them is spent talking and always doing things because it seems that if you waste time youre back onthe road home on a 8 hour car ride. i might get to go to a blues game but might not it all depends on everything. also i think it snowed in the south before it did where they live. if so ill brag about it even if ours didnt stay and was more ice than anything else. so this was a desperate attempt to keep you updated on my life in a short blog also its my last blog as a teenager... im getting so old.

love. hotchocolate and christmas songs.

ps. the fiveawesomegirls have made so many videos it makes me happy!

contentment

i don't claim to live a crazy busy life. but little things make me happy. today we had an SKD meeting. its for literature lovers and we played the 12 days of christmas literature mental scavenger hunt. it was fun. also the people in there i never get to see love me like im one of the older ones. plus one of the boys is really cute. and through the conversation i said that we have a pretend story and i make up what you actually are like and he said i hope i live up to it. yes yes you do. he maeks me go weak at the knees. other than spending time with these people that make me happy but i only see around once a month, the pitchers and catchers have gone delerious. on the tired scale from this week we have reached a new point. lets say we named our softballs and plates and everything was funny. we have lost our minds. so after an exhausting day and practice me and steph go to see a christmas carol. it was ok. but the best part was that we got to go together. were practically best friends/cocaptains of the softball team and anytime with my averypottermuscial friend is GREAT! also i asked Alex Carpenter a question on his website thing. i got a response. i was dancing around my room because of it:

How are you so awesome?
Ferris: years of practice.haha i dont know. thanks for saying that though.
yesterday

also. before i even knew who he was in the wizardrock world i was this close to him and after his show we had a dance party and i was in his circle =) it still makes me happy

so yeah. my life today has made me enjoy how awesome and filled with nerdy happiness.

im sorry if this is impossible to comprehend. im exhausted and happy. my fingers are being spaztic and my mind is full of contentness

its a rainy monday.

my thanksgiving was good. i had a week off of school and now im determined that i don't want to go back. [as i sit here in my first class] i won at bingo and taboo playing against aunts uncles and cousins. i shopped for more than 12 hours combined on friday and saturday. ROLL TIDE. i also gave up on nanowrimo. i've got less than 13000 words on thanksgiving and i didnt want to cram all those words into the next couple of days. plus i've got to put my christmas tree up which isnt going to happen until the house is clean. i told my mom i'm not a house elf and she said from now on you are. typical. i bought lord of the rings series and as ive never read them im excited to start on that, as soon as i finish the wrinkle in time series. i like reading and now that school is back in i think ill read instead of doing classwork. the week coming back from vacation is alwasys the hardest and considering its colder and wetter than its been in about 2 weeks im somewhat depressed. oh well. life goes on by me watching some of my favorites:
http://youtube.com/italktosnakes

http://youtube,com/vlogbrothers

WHERE HAVE YOU GONE HAYLEY??

my favorite number and day.

so i havent written in over a month. not much has changed. i like how the last blog summed me up. i'm doing nanowrimo. and falling behind horribly. i still love being dorky but really dont have time. Since its been november i've had more to do than i know what to do with. i guess thats murphy's law at work. im taking time away from my lit exam and nanobook to write this very small update. also today is FRIDAY THE 13th!! I don't like scary movies, but I like it because Friday is one of my favorite days and 13 is my favorite number. yep its gotten that low that i'm talking about days of the week. wahoo.
love. the mudbloods. [even if they aren't together anymore]

ps. i might like a boy who is a jerk. i might like jerk boy's friend. and they might not know whats up.

to be or not to be normal.

sometimes i want to be normal. i want to sleep in and go to parties and do all that.

but then i remember the things in my life that i enjoy the most. lets just say im not normal in the slightest. i like jamming out to wizard rock and avpm. i like watching youtube videos. i like disney movies. i like reading nerdy books. so then im glad im me.

for instance. at the moment i am watching a cinderella story, lit homework, and trying to find my uploader thing for a youtube video that only 30 people will watch. oh well. im loving how nonbusy my life is at this moment. thats only true because im procrastinating the inevitable. soill let you go with the thought of nothingness.

ilove. alabama football. [reamer13] chad michael murray && the fact im the nerdiest person in my family.

shorter and shorter

ive been planning to update for a while. but as ususal im busy. this is a fascinating way to start and upkeep my blog. ive been more embarassed and upset than humanly possible on the softball field in this october than i ever have before. too much stress to type about esp sinceim being sneaky in my computer class. oh well i promise ill fill my life with exciting news on the next blog.


love. youtube videeos that make me happy and MUGGLECAST. that explains itself

short and to the point.

on this last day of september i think ill update you on my life.

not much. i've been more embarrassed on a softball field than i have ever been before. not my performance, but rather that of my teammates. i dont tolerate attitude, stupidity, hypocricacy, or liars. especially when you are a combination of one or more of these things.

i got told by a complete stranger that i'm cute. albeit, that this stranger is 2 years younger than me. idk how i feel about that. but the worst part of this is that i have a problem. its called unrequited like/love. i havea thing for a guy who is cmpletly wrong for me, because of many reasons but the most importatn would be that he is outof my league and i wouldnt like the constant fight i would have to have bc ppl flirt with him quite alot. oh and the fact he doesnt like me back is the big one too. but i won't or can't give up on him. so thats a pain.

ihave to pick out my spring semester of classes, but things are always stressful when trying to pick a schedule when you have no time for the classes let alone homework. so in the next week ill be picking classes and ultimately my future.

so on that stressfilled paragraph i think ill let you go.

ilove: community channel. anything this girl does makes me laugh till i cry,

witty and sarcastic moments

i feel like my twitter account and this blog is my sarcasm and witty moments at their best. so my tweet from yesterday said something like this.

8am: what is this big yellow thing in the sky? it makes me happy

this was due as you know to the rain we've had. 6 inches to date and still coming.

4pm: minus that. that big ball of gas has burned me.

i haven't been outside in a good week, and the sun burnt me! now if you're reading this you're thinking duh. but i practically live outside bc of the sport that i play and im in shortsleeves and shorts most of that time. that is a tell tale sign that i've been soggy for far too long.

in other news. i went to the stores this past weekend and halloween is in full force. im excited. it reminds me that we could all act like harry potter all the time if we wanted to. also that my birthday is only 4 months away. i wonder what my wishlist will be this year. i don't particularly want anything at the moment. ohwell i just wanted to update my boring life.

love. ab workouts when you do it right.
ps: ROLL TIDE ROLL

breakdowns.

so i haven't updated in a while. to recap my life it goes like this. [beat starts in the background]

my softball team played horribly ove the weekend. it was embarassing. i got offered to play at a d3 college team but im weighing my options. in the south, as you might have noticed its been raining.
and by raining i mean downpour and floods. we havnet practiced outside in a week. i also got 2 hours of sleep one night because i had to finish my hw bc i had 3 tests monday and 1 tuesday. it was so bad i couldnt barely put my contacts in bc my eyes stung. i had no make up on, and even my coach asked if i was ok and i was like yes maam shes like oh you just looked really rough today.
and today we were going to play in tennessee but 30 mins into our little road trip the bus breaks down.

WHAT FUN.

25 people 1 broken driver belt. 2 hours later the guy to fix it comes but with a wrong belt. 1 hour later we decide to walk to mcdonalds. a good ways a way. and finally 4 hours later we return to our cars because of parents =] i came home and read the giver. all of it in one night. it was amazing. ive read it before but still the more i reread books ive loved the more i realize this. so my life has been fully of rainy days and sleepless nights. [ps that sounds like a song lyric is it?] so ill let you go because ive very poorly recapped my week in a mere few paragraphs but hey im trying to update more.

love. the giver. catching fire. and a league of their own.

words to describe me.

tired. i am a college student constantly shortening my life by tiring myself to the point of exhaustion becasue i have a full schedule.

procrastinator. ilike to say i have lots of time to finish stuff but really i just want to do it later but thats not possible because of foremenioned business.

nerd. i must say im a nerd. i love harry potter. i love the hunger games. i love economics. lets just say i do have the nerdish tendencies.

jock. i love football. i love baseball/softball. im a big part of the student section of any sporting event.

oxymoron. i get the best of both worlds. yes like the miley cyrus song.


theres a lot more but im supposed to be doing my biology homework. it sucks majorly. oh well maybe one day ill post something in the blog worthwhile.

love. [the hp theme park]

inside jokes.

so i've already fallen behind in homework. hurray! so i def. haven't had time to blog. but i just have some time while watching tv and not doing hw to blog a little. im on the disabled list, and its bad. im hurt, but im going to therapy which sounds as much fun as it is. i've already fallen behind and im frustrated. i have to check biology because this class is outrageous. the teacher is trying a new method which has given me about 10000 gray hairs. oh and before i leave this ridiculously short blog post i want to say that sometimes i realize how awesome my friends are.

love.

Literature nerds win at life.

So, I finished Catching Fire today. IT WAS AMAZING! im not into using all caps, but hey. this is worth it. i loved that book. i think lauren put it best. "it is eating my soul". i hate spoilers, so i'll let this be a suspense point.... [ps ill tell you more after a week or so]


10 minutes later.....
I had to dance around my room, because i am cleaning to my ipod on shuffle. so after that short dance spurt i'm back to talk about how amazing the end of this week has been. i've had a basketball goal, but we reset it up and i played "dog" today. simple things like this made me happy. i also got an alabama football tshirt! lets just say ROLL TIDE ROLL. while in town i got a great american cookie cookie. that was just after lunch activities. tomorrow i have my cousin's birthday, alabama football, a massage, and o brother where art thou? life is pretty awesome right now. and by right now i literally don't mean right now. because at this instant i am cleaning my room. it is getting ridiculous. for me to say that its bad, that in itself is a major thing. not only does my room need cleaning, i think its time for the entire house to get a scrub down because we have compnay tomorrow!

in other news, i have a million ideas in my head. the problem with that is i have a hard time putting these plans into action, because i have so little free time. but i am going to write a song, and this summer after i learn to play guitar i will record it. [the only problem with this is that i have no voice and could be labeled as tone deaf] also i will write for nanowrimo.

oh yeah! that reminds me of why yesterday was awesome. i got to meet amazing people at SKD. even though ive only met some of them once they are welcoming and i feel as if ive known them for a long time. the teacher came up to me and gave me a big huge hug. not only is she the single most awesome college lit teacher, but ive been told that will be me in 30 years. we have movie nights, and ill go to my first movie/theatre night on sunday! and at that meeeting our question of the day was if we could inhabit a world of any liteary piece what would it be? ok for me first that would be HARRY POTTER. so being the nerdy person i am i'm thinking no one esle will say that. well not only did my mentor/favorite teacher say that but at least 3 others. I LOVE having common interests esp when most of the others don't like it. also i had to tie it with anne of green gables, pride and predjudice, and somewhat of the hunger games. so i know with the highs come the lows, but when i havent been emersed in literature, i feel like any escape is welcome. so welcome in fact i act like john green in his nerds win at life video. i need to find the thing that uploads videos so i can edit one i have been planning on uploading for ahiwle. im not stressing it because i actually have a lot of homework, but all of this literature, and dorkiness has taken over.

love. catching fire. <3

why is the internet the way it is.

i'm sitting in class. not paying attention. i probably should, but this is a computer class, which allows us to be on the internet. its too tempting. i'm reading blogposts, facebook comments, and tweets from people who are in London/dublin, far away, and awesome. its distracting because i have no clue what were talking about and the homework is due today. this is coming in short bursts because im typing listening typing reading. also i want the weekend to be here, because its my time, interuppted, by homework of course but mostly mine. and i like it.

ps. i got catching fire, and i will be doing that insted of homework.

oh yeah the person next to me thinks im a wierdo. lovely.

#13 =]

So I finished my first week of my sophomore year. PHEW! I am behind on homework already. I got to know some of my new teammates. I also got to go to biology. My least favorite. Except my group in biology is AWESOME. They are nerdy, yet weird, and semi ok. Ihope they don't think I'm the dumb crazy one. I don't like catching up homework all in one day, but that's what I will be doing tomorrow. I really want to do something fun, but since i am such the life of the party, i think ill stay at home and do NOTHING! strikethat i might edit my video i made 2 weeks ago and put it online. or clean house. or wash my car. OH i'm on the disabled list this weekend. I'm supposed to be "taking it easy". PSHHH. i have never been this busy, and wanted to do all the stuff i can't do. Oh well. I watched wizards of waverly place movie, it was really good. I might watch another movie tomorrow morning. Other than busy-ness ihave nothing to say.
LOVe.
4 days till Catching Fire
and this is blog #13 my favorite number ever.

Excitement

i'm about to have the 15th first day of school tomorrow. i still get nervous to the point of throwup. I'm a mental person. i get psyched out by talking my schedule for the day. i'm getting a little better. i'm somewhat excited because i get to have a computer logic class. one flaw to this plan will be that i know nothing about technology forreal. if i could write a letter it would sound like this:
hello 21st century its me i'm getting to know my computer and internet better. best wishes.


i am lame. i know this, and it just makes my day better. I'm lame because i go through checklists in my head outloud. which takes me back to getting nervous. if i think about it, i'll just talk myself out of it. i'm excited also for the fact that once this week gets done, then i'll see what my schedule is going to be like. I get out of class semi early and that will give me some time to work on my "nanowrimo" which last year is a total fail, because i found out about it halfway through. So because its late and i need my sleep i'll let my mind wonder about the excitements that will happen tomorrow.

i love when friends text you about stuff that you forgot you told them && it makes you smile

I live my life through quotes.

It's a fact that I love books. I like characters in books. I like how song lyrics or quotes from books explain my life in a quirky sort of way. Needless to say, the past two days and tomorrow will pretty much be straight out of a book. Well, several books, but it makes a good plot line. I met my team for this season for the first time yesterday. It seems wierd that a year ago I didn't know the girls who would become my best friends. That I was meeting them, just like I met these girls. However, I don't like to judge people on first impressions, but they do make a lasting impression. So far, I can honestly say I will proably like 5 of them outright. The other 7 I might need to get to know better and or stay away from. I get to see everybody tomorrow again. This is weird. I'm a SOPHOMORE in college. I swear yesterday it seems I started high school. So first book reference number one: dawn followed midnight with indecent haste.

So, this blog comes to you in the state of mind of shock of how fast time goes, how people can quickly enter your life, and how you must accomodate other people becasue they have to get to know the real you. Sometimes books are better than real life, because you can relate to a character whereas in real life you ARE your own character and have to deal with the people. I'm not upset, I'm just really jealous of those people who've known the people around you for more than 2 days.

1 is not the lonliest number.

i love inside jokes. especially when you remember them and usethem somewhat frequently. for examples: that might have been on youtube && i may or may not have tried to do it, its eleven oclock, && bubba, earl, and boywithstick.

That being said I got the so you think you can dance get fit workout. it's amazing. i love to dance, and i love acting foolish when i'm alone in the house. [bc no one can laugh at you when you attempt the moves]

So just to fill you in a) i'm dancing around the house b) i'm having a movie night with myself later c) life couldn't get any better.

love.

Promises of pathetic.

so i warned you before starting this I sucked at keeping itup. My life is very busy, but I never really have an urge to blog about it. So I'll recap some of my thoughts for the past few days.
i was watching the golden girls. Blanche calls herself a name when she's talking to herself. I laughed because the name was waterlily, but i thought that i talk to myself [not in that creepy way], but i totally need a name to call myself. so ill be thinking of a name for myself.

i workout at a place thats completley amazing. they kick your butt yet make you feel so strong. well i moved to a different time. for the past couple of days its been all boys and me. I like it like this. maybe because i'm a little boy crazy, but there's this one boy. =] he's tall, atheltic, redheaded and mysterious because all i know is his name. I havent felt that butterfly in the tummy, smile when he's not looking in a long time. All those guys think i have this boyfriend who's jealous of me spending time working out with them from something one trainer said. I dont mind this rumor at all. so i know this will turn into nothing. but this nothing has got me daydreaming.

my friend watched a very potter musical she liked it!!! I have a muggle friend who i can laugh and joke around with!!! HOORAY!! of course she doesnt know exactly how much i like it, but we've gone into the obsessive realm.

i love my life at the moment.

august.

I fail at school. well that's not neccessarily true. I make As. somewhat frequently. However, I'm not the person to take summer classes for the following reason. I"M ADDICTED TO SUNSHINE. I like being outside when its 90 something degrees. I don't know its just me. I took two classes and its horrible. For the past couple days I've been cramming for my finals. I love the ending of these classes!! Also I haven't really done anything this summer. I've played softball, and gone to school, and that's about it. Im LAME.

This has been a boring blog. but what's new with that. also i like typing with no uppercase letters. and adding more periods than necessary.


love.
ps. i fixed my computer because i had to buy a new adapter. also i love hayleyghoover. && the fiveawesomeboys.

distractions and me we're best friends.

so i thought my computer was broken. its not! =] well my chord that connects my computer to the wall is. in plain english i have to put my foot against the socket and then hope it doesnt come out. i need to concentrate. so reverting back to old quotations about myself.

me and distractions we're best friends.

I have two finals, one paper, and ten chapters to read before aug. 5. aaahhh.
so im buckleing down. sorta. I've limited my awesome time to about 3 hours a day and everything else has been study, -udy, -udy.

i love the fiveawesomegirls and other associated people.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Harry Potter and JK Rowling.

I might need help. =)

As anyone who watches the vlogbrothers will know. Nerd life is way much better than normal life.

For instance, I was watching videos from Azkatraz and the Very Potter Musical Cast was there. Let's just say I'm on my bed dancing and singing and screaming as if I'm there. I love getting excited over little stuff. Not only that...but I got a really cute dress at target. It's completely different from what i would have normally bought. I've always liked it though. I'm so excited && I love being a nerdfighter jock who dances around the living room dancing to music of all types.

love.

addict?

I went to bed on Friday expecting to get up, check facebook, twitter, and mugglenet the next morning, and be on my happy little way. Little did I know that something would happen to disrupt my schedule. Throughout the neighborhood the landlines and internet was down for more than 12 hours. This might not sound like alot, but after the fact I worked outside, and wanted to come in to check something, I couldn't. I no longer had vast quantites of information at my fingertips. All I had was a useless computer, and a new record on spider solitare. [imust admit I was addicted to this game long before the no internet thing]

AAHHH!
I've never felt so disconnected from the world! I thought I had travelled in time, to where there was never any awesomeness whatsoever. At 10:30, I finally got the internet back. Home sweet home. I'm not saying that I'm addicted to the internet. But I'm saying that I'm glad I have it back. And that is my story about a HORRENDOUS day that ended pretty good.


ps. I love youtube videos that make me laugh so hard i cry. @community channel. =]

Happy Birthdays and Hunger Games

SO I didn't write yesterday. This is completely understandable. I got my oil changed at 730 in the morning. WHile doing this, I started the Hunger Games. This book is AWESOME!! Needless to say at 11:30 last night, I finished it [after I had soooo much stuff to do,] and cannot wait until the second book comes out! OH, and it was my 7th month birthday yesterday! Well other than that not much has happened. Working out, softball, school, and sleep. That's my life. So if anything else happens I'll let you know.

Listening to: A Very Potter Musical
Next book to read: Prince Caspian

ps. HAPPY BIRTHDAY Daniel Radcliffe.

i need to be original.

so. I have witty moments in my life. Most of them aren't when I'm surrounded by people, and especially not when somebody says something sarcastic and I SHOULD have had the perfect comeback. Oh man. Comeback in like 20 minutes and you'll be surprised at my AWESOME answer. Even better- talk to me when I'm about to go to sleep, or just woken up. I'm on FIRE!! Some people seem to have original, witty down pact. For example: @maureenjohnson. I haven't read her books YET. But I'm on it. So on this, my second day of journaling, I've decided that I'm working on my conversations.

FOR instance, in my first year of college, I have gotten more sarcastic. Like I always thought it, but now I just come out and say it. Hurray! I'm already on my way to being a funnier, wittier, comedic person. YAY me!!

<3

oh and i need a cute way to end my blog like hayleyghoover.

i can't sustain a relationship.

This is true. Not what you're thinking though. I've started many journals, and I write for 3 days and then I get bored, or my hand gets tired of writing, and I fail at keeping journals. So as I look back through my many attempted journals, I laugh at my 5 year old self, 8 year old self, 10 and 11 year old self, even my 15 year old self. But this is different. [maybe?!] I'm seeing if my blog on the computer will be any different. Probably not, because not only does my brain work too fast for my typing fingers, but I have hard times remembering passwords. Oh well. Here goes nothing.

love.