contentment

i don't claim to live a crazy busy life. but little things make me happy. today we had an SKD meeting. its for literature lovers and we played the 12 days of christmas literature mental scavenger hunt. it was fun. also the people in there i never get to see love me like im one of the older ones. plus one of the boys is really cute. and through the conversation i said that we have a pretend story and i make up what you actually are like and he said i hope i live up to it. yes yes you do. he maeks me go weak at the knees. other than spending time with these people that make me happy but i only see around once a month, the pitchers and catchers have gone delerious. on the tired scale from this week we have reached a new point. lets say we named our softballs and plates and everything was funny. we have lost our minds. so after an exhausting day and practice me and steph go to see a christmas carol. it was ok. but the best part was that we got to go together. were practically best friends/cocaptains of the softball team and anytime with my averypottermuscial friend is GREAT! also i asked Alex Carpenter a question on his website thing. i got a response. i was dancing around my room because of it:

How are you so awesome?
Ferris: years of practice.haha i dont know. thanks for saying that though.
yesterday

also. before i even knew who he was in the wizardrock world i was this close to him and after his show we had a dance party and i was in his circle =) it still makes me happy

so yeah. my life today has made me enjoy how awesome and filled with nerdy happiness.

im sorry if this is impossible to comprehend. im exhausted and happy. my fingers are being spaztic and my mind is full of contentness