Excitement

i'm about to have the 15th first day of school tomorrow. i still get nervous to the point of throwup. I'm a mental person. i get psyched out by talking my schedule for the day. i'm getting a little better. i'm somewhat excited because i get to have a computer logic class. one flaw to this plan will be that i know nothing about technology forreal. if i could write a letter it would sound like this:
hello 21st century its me i'm getting to know my computer and internet better. best wishes.


i am lame. i know this, and it just makes my day better. I'm lame because i go through checklists in my head outloud. which takes me back to getting nervous. if i think about it, i'll just talk myself out of it. i'm excited also for the fact that once this week gets done, then i'll see what my schedule is going to be like. I get out of class semi early and that will give me some time to work on my "nanowrimo" which last year is a total fail, because i found out about it halfway through. So because its late and i need my sleep i'll let my mind wonder about the excitements that will happen tomorrow.

i love when friends text you about stuff that you forgot you told them && it makes you smile