A teenager Christmas!

My birthday is tomorrow and i wont be a teenager anymore. its really weird to say your halfway to forty, or youve lived for two decades or that you can can remember watching those good shows that arent on tv anymore. its also very close to christmas! I LOVE THIS TIME OF THE YEAR. my christmas movies that i watched on dvd were the 6th harry potter and o brother where art thou? i know so holiday, but i have watched its a wonderful life and the year without a santa clause. i love heat miser! ok so back to regular scheduled program:
i procrastinated on my lit test and then she had the due date wrong. making me pull an all nighter. only to have the date be pushed back another day. im so glad to be done with this online class and crazy mixed up due dates. also its that class that might make me have my only B this semester. oh well. we had a dirty santa sock party at softball and that was decent. not too much going on with that because we got out last thursday. no school until jan 11!! on better things im going to Illinois next monday to see all my family up there. the thing with them is that we don't get to see each other but once or twice a year and so time with them is spent talking and always doing things because it seems that if you waste time youre back onthe road home on a 8 hour car ride. i might get to go to a blues game but might not it all depends on everything. also i think it snowed in the south before it did where they live. if so ill brag about it even if ours didnt stay and was more ice than anything else. so this was a desperate attempt to keep you updated on my life in a short blog also its my last blog as a teenager... im getting so old.

love. hotchocolate and christmas songs.

ps. the fiveawesomegirls have made so many videos it makes me happy!

contentment

i don't claim to live a crazy busy life. but little things make me happy. today we had an SKD meeting. its for literature lovers and we played the 12 days of christmas literature mental scavenger hunt. it was fun. also the people in there i never get to see love me like im one of the older ones. plus one of the boys is really cute. and through the conversation i said that we have a pretend story and i make up what you actually are like and he said i hope i live up to it. yes yes you do. he maeks me go weak at the knees. other than spending time with these people that make me happy but i only see around once a month, the pitchers and catchers have gone delerious. on the tired scale from this week we have reached a new point. lets say we named our softballs and plates and everything was funny. we have lost our minds. so after an exhausting day and practice me and steph go to see a christmas carol. it was ok. but the best part was that we got to go together. were practically best friends/cocaptains of the softball team and anytime with my averypottermuscial friend is GREAT! also i asked Alex Carpenter a question on his website thing. i got a response. i was dancing around my room because of it:

How are you so awesome?
Ferris: years of practice.haha i dont know. thanks for saying that though.
yesterday

also. before i even knew who he was in the wizardrock world i was this close to him and after his show we had a dance party and i was in his circle =) it still makes me happy

so yeah. my life today has made me enjoy how awesome and filled with nerdy happiness.

im sorry if this is impossible to comprehend. im exhausted and happy. my fingers are being spaztic and my mind is full of contentness