short and to the point.

on this last day of september i think ill update you on my life.

not much. i've been more embarrassed on a softball field than i have ever been before. not my performance, but rather that of my teammates. i dont tolerate attitude, stupidity, hypocricacy, or liars. especially when you are a combination of one or more of these things.

i got told by a complete stranger that i'm cute. albeit, that this stranger is 2 years younger than me. idk how i feel about that. but the worst part of this is that i have a problem. its called unrequited like/love. i havea thing for a guy who is cmpletly wrong for me, because of many reasons but the most importatn would be that he is outof my league and i wouldnt like the constant fight i would have to have bc ppl flirt with him quite alot. oh and the fact he doesnt like me back is the big one too. but i won't or can't give up on him. so thats a pain.

ihave to pick out my spring semester of classes, but things are always stressful when trying to pick a schedule when you have no time for the classes let alone homework. so in the next week ill be picking classes and ultimately my future.

so on that stressfilled paragraph i think ill let you go.

ilove: community channel. anything this girl does makes me laugh till i cry,

witty and sarcastic moments

i feel like my twitter account and this blog is my sarcasm and witty moments at their best. so my tweet from yesterday said something like this.

8am: what is this big yellow thing in the sky? it makes me happy

this was due as you know to the rain we've had. 6 inches to date and still coming.

4pm: minus that. that big ball of gas has burned me.

i haven't been outside in a good week, and the sun burnt me! now if you're reading this you're thinking duh. but i practically live outside bc of the sport that i play and im in shortsleeves and shorts most of that time. that is a tell tale sign that i've been soggy for far too long.

in other news. i went to the stores this past weekend and halloween is in full force. im excited. it reminds me that we could all act like harry potter all the time if we wanted to. also that my birthday is only 4 months away. i wonder what my wishlist will be this year. i don't particularly want anything at the moment. ohwell i just wanted to update my boring life.

love. ab workouts when you do it right.
ps: ROLL TIDE ROLL

breakdowns.

so i haven't updated in a while. to recap my life it goes like this. [beat starts in the background]

my softball team played horribly ove the weekend. it was embarassing. i got offered to play at a d3 college team but im weighing my options. in the south, as you might have noticed its been raining.
and by raining i mean downpour and floods. we havnet practiced outside in a week. i also got 2 hours of sleep one night because i had to finish my hw bc i had 3 tests monday and 1 tuesday. it was so bad i couldnt barely put my contacts in bc my eyes stung. i had no make up on, and even my coach asked if i was ok and i was like yes maam shes like oh you just looked really rough today.
and today we were going to play in tennessee but 30 mins into our little road trip the bus breaks down.

WHAT FUN.

25 people 1 broken driver belt. 2 hours later the guy to fix it comes but with a wrong belt. 1 hour later we decide to walk to mcdonalds. a good ways a way. and finally 4 hours later we return to our cars because of parents =] i came home and read the giver. all of it in one night. it was amazing. ive read it before but still the more i reread books ive loved the more i realize this. so my life has been fully of rainy days and sleepless nights. [ps that sounds like a song lyric is it?] so ill let you go because ive very poorly recapped my week in a mere few paragraphs but hey im trying to update more.

love. the giver. catching fire. and a league of their own.

words to describe me.

tired. i am a college student constantly shortening my life by tiring myself to the point of exhaustion becasue i have a full schedule.

procrastinator. ilike to say i have lots of time to finish stuff but really i just want to do it later but thats not possible because of foremenioned business.

nerd. i must say im a nerd. i love harry potter. i love the hunger games. i love economics. lets just say i do have the nerdish tendencies.

jock. i love football. i love baseball/softball. im a big part of the student section of any sporting event.

oxymoron. i get the best of both worlds. yes like the miley cyrus song.


theres a lot more but im supposed to be doing my biology homework. it sucks majorly. oh well maybe one day ill post something in the blog worthwhile.

love. [the hp theme park]

inside jokes.

so i've already fallen behind in homework. hurray! so i def. haven't had time to blog. but i just have some time while watching tv and not doing hw to blog a little. im on the disabled list, and its bad. im hurt, but im going to therapy which sounds as much fun as it is. i've already fallen behind and im frustrated. i have to check biology because this class is outrageous. the teacher is trying a new method which has given me about 10000 gray hairs. oh and before i leave this ridiculously short blog post i want to say that sometimes i realize how awesome my friends are.

love.

Literature nerds win at life.

So, I finished Catching Fire today. IT WAS AMAZING! im not into using all caps, but hey. this is worth it. i loved that book. i think lauren put it best. "it is eating my soul". i hate spoilers, so i'll let this be a suspense point.... [ps ill tell you more after a week or so]


10 minutes later.....
I had to dance around my room, because i am cleaning to my ipod on shuffle. so after that short dance spurt i'm back to talk about how amazing the end of this week has been. i've had a basketball goal, but we reset it up and i played "dog" today. simple things like this made me happy. i also got an alabama football tshirt! lets just say ROLL TIDE ROLL. while in town i got a great american cookie cookie. that was just after lunch activities. tomorrow i have my cousin's birthday, alabama football, a massage, and o brother where art thou? life is pretty awesome right now. and by right now i literally don't mean right now. because at this instant i am cleaning my room. it is getting ridiculous. for me to say that its bad, that in itself is a major thing. not only does my room need cleaning, i think its time for the entire house to get a scrub down because we have compnay tomorrow!

in other news, i have a million ideas in my head. the problem with that is i have a hard time putting these plans into action, because i have so little free time. but i am going to write a song, and this summer after i learn to play guitar i will record it. [the only problem with this is that i have no voice and could be labeled as tone deaf] also i will write for nanowrimo.

oh yeah! that reminds me of why yesterday was awesome. i got to meet amazing people at SKD. even though ive only met some of them once they are welcoming and i feel as if ive known them for a long time. the teacher came up to me and gave me a big huge hug. not only is she the single most awesome college lit teacher, but ive been told that will be me in 30 years. we have movie nights, and ill go to my first movie/theatre night on sunday! and at that meeeting our question of the day was if we could inhabit a world of any liteary piece what would it be? ok for me first that would be HARRY POTTER. so being the nerdy person i am i'm thinking no one esle will say that. well not only did my mentor/favorite teacher say that but at least 3 others. I LOVE having common interests esp when most of the others don't like it. also i had to tie it with anne of green gables, pride and predjudice, and somewhat of the hunger games. so i know with the highs come the lows, but when i havent been emersed in literature, i feel like any escape is welcome. so welcome in fact i act like john green in his nerds win at life video. i need to find the thing that uploads videos so i can edit one i have been planning on uploading for ahiwle. im not stressing it because i actually have a lot of homework, but all of this literature, and dorkiness has taken over.

love. catching fire. <3

why is the internet the way it is.

i'm sitting in class. not paying attention. i probably should, but this is a computer class, which allows us to be on the internet. its too tempting. i'm reading blogposts, facebook comments, and tweets from people who are in London/dublin, far away, and awesome. its distracting because i have no clue what were talking about and the homework is due today. this is coming in short bursts because im typing listening typing reading. also i want the weekend to be here, because its my time, interuppted, by homework of course but mostly mine. and i like it.

ps. i got catching fire, and i will be doing that insted of homework.

oh yeah the person next to me thinks im a wierdo. lovely.