catching up

well.
its only 50 days until i gradutate. life changing stuff going on around my house. since we last spoke, i've gotten a love confession from a "freind", a idk what we are but its confusing, a really hot friend of a friend, and then the usual ugh i shouldnt like you. no worries though im still mainly the best friend here. Our two cats are being a mess but utterly cute. i have no idea what to do with my life. still trying to figure that one out. im actually not feeling that great today beceause its the first cold day of the fall & i think i have a cold. i hate the cold, like hate hate it. still obessed with tumblr, one direction and doctor who. but in the best possible way. i started a step jam class which is kicking my butt but its good, but i think i like hip hop james better. and because i promised a a picture last time here we go:

Thats me on a ferry in New York^

love: boys, one direction, good music, the holiday, love actually, love


ps. nanowrimo is coming up and i think i'm going to do it!

end of summer.

its beginning to feel a little like fall. I mean i love fall, but i love love Love summer. it makes me happy. its hot and just all around nice. this summer i worked alot of camps outside and i was DARK dark. =) i made an A in accounting which hasnt happened since 2009! i went to new york for the first time and it was amazing. life is very surreal becasue of the whole last undergrad semester and the whole not playing softball thing. its very weird to have to try to grow up but never really do it. i never really post on here, but another scrapbook you can look at is my tumblr. it is alot more fangirly and nobody irl knows about it so you can put whatever you want and they wont judge/see it. beangirl1389.tumblr.com but yeah we got two new kitty cats and hopefully we'll be getting a dog soon. i'll put pictures up of everything thats happened since jan to let you know.

love.
one direction, doctor who, summer, vacations.

its been awhile.

so i have around 30 minutes before my first meeting of a class starts. I normally don't have this much time, but because our sub in another class let us out early and I refuse to do homework on the 3rd day of school, I have been doing nothingon the inernet. My last spring semester of undergrad is here. I have one person in at least 2 classes that def. makes my day better. I haven't updted here because with facebook: which i only use to play sims social or creep on other people's pictures/ post my own or chat, twitter: which is nice other than the gag order, tumblr: which is somewhat addicting, pinterest: other somewhat addicting when i remember. so not a lot of journaling for me to do, so i guess when i look back at this time in my life i won't remember THAT much, because time has been flying by and quickly too. I'm now the oldest person on the team, which makes me fell ANCIENT. and i am starting to get into graduation talks, grad school talks, and other serious life sources.

what i really want is a simplistic time that is mainly summery and im not going to get that because let's face it i've got too much going on.

til the next time...

love, basketball games, softball, and YOU.

emotions

stressed. happy. relieved. hungry. content. bitter. blah.

these are the emotions that i feel in the span of a day, no make that an hour. it seems that everything is happening fast and theres nothing to do but say ok and get on the train thats moving ever so fastly . *that last sentence sounds very pretenious but i have no other way to convey how it feels right now* this ridiculous blog post is to try to relieve some of the anxiety/confusion i'm feeling at the moment, but no worries, this feeling will pass probably before the night is over.

also, halloween is this weekend. let the costumes begin!

happy.

im happy. i saw an amazing episode of doctor who let's kill hitler. i love the rose and other companion shout outs. i love the pyschopathic river song than the normal one. i love the fact i came upstairs to find out that AVPM 3 is happening. i am very content at the moment.

that is all.

ok.

i definately have blog posts from this past week of vacation but i just got back from no internet land. so in the meantime im busy im going to upload stuff and the days, including a video instead.


love my life.

ps my night last night was amazing.

busy.

i have 4 hours of sleep.

i am currently packing cute/practical clothes for boston.

i leave in less than 12 hours.

i have gained weight because i haven't ran but studied instead and this is making me upset and frustrated that my clothes fit way too tight.

i will now leave you with a cute clip arty thing.